To anyone who read my first post before I altered it, let me say thanks for your advice and well-wishes and that things are better after I had a very long, emotional but clarifying talk with my father over the weekend. Things are at least looking up in that area.
the past few days have been very tiring. Weekend was burned by doing household surveys for the Community Health Project that us medical students have to do for our COFM module. Yesterday we went at night to cover more ground, and hopefully today we will be able to finish off what is left. Or else I will really sulk tomorrow...
I've been putting a lot of effort into this project so far. Granted it appears super mundane and there are so many menial chores to do. I'm also in the committee that is supposed to churn out the presentation and the final report, so there'll be a mountain of work awaiting me come next week.
However I still try my best and surprisingly I don't feel all too daunted at the prospect of so much work and so many late nights. It's probably because this is very different from doing the soporific studying day after day for tests. It's also a break in the routine for our clinical postings.
though I dread the computer work. I don't have a computer and internet access at home so will have to come to school regularly - 1-hour long trips to school and back home every day can be a real pain. Also will have to explain to my paranoid dad why I have to go out so much, but then again I'm supposed to be in school doing this project anyway. There's the Pro's coming up in end-Feb. Time to study appears sufficient but I don't want to take any chances considering how pathetic my recent results have been and my need to attain decent marks to retain my scholarship.
Ok a lot of frustration is building up regarding my studies. shall talk about it another time.
This is all said in a rush, have to go eat now before I end up like yesterday- not eating for the whole day due to the survey. wish me luck ma, that we complete everything and get the responses we need to make our study more valid.
Love you ma.
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